♣ updates ♣

Previously,i said ’single status is much better than in a relationship or complicated’.well,do believe me!i’ve just broken up with the BF recently!reasons?I HATE COMMITMENT!so am officially free!means..SINGLE BUT UNAVAILABLE!yaaaiii..haha!saham naik kembali ging!!but let me tell u the truth!am still in ♥ with the ex BF actually!haha!palui kan?but unfortunately,won’t disturbing his life!

“i know u read some of my entries on my wordpress Mr ex-Bf!glad u’re happy now with ur EX-FUTURE FIANCEE!saya suda tau ujung pangkal cerita even though kau sentiasa COVER diri kau!tp 1 ja kau INGAT!!urang mmg akan pandang kita if kita suda jd ‘SOMEBODY’..but masa kau JATUH nnt,kita tgk sepa yg ada disekeliling kau!dan saya?!HANYA DAPAT TERSENYUM KAMBING!”

No more ♥ stories!

Adei!penat!penat!penat!skrg suda jam 1 pagi dan aku ni pula baru balik dari penang!projek bisnes jauh betul kena tetapkan kali ni but it doesnt matter la..cari makan orang cakap kan?even though am so tired enough but still ba mau online kejap!ala..normal ba..cek facebook,wordpress,ym dan segalanya!masa tengah online,ada 1 kwn ni si ashraff b’chat la dgn aku!nothing personal okay?normal conversation only but the point is aku berterima kasih dgn member 1 ni cuz kasi dgr aku lagu yg tidak pernah aku dgr dan setelah aku dgr,aku rasa senang hati dan on the spot tau apa sebenarnya keputusan yg patut aku buat berkenaan sesuatu perkara!thanks dude!

ash_xavier33: 헉
princessdian2633: /:)
princessdian2633: selamat pagi
ash_xavier33: salamatt
princessdian2633: haha
ash_xavier33: hehehehe
princessdian2633: Apa macam bro?
ash_xavier33: 헉
ash_xavier33: baik ja ne
ash_xavier33: kaw ?
princessdian2633: ok jgk ba
princessdian2633: mcm besa ja
ash_xavier33: 0hh
ash_xavier33: eheheh
princessdian2633: (:|
ash_xavier33: napa kunu
ash_xavier33: ngntuk ka
princessdian2633: indak tuan
princessdian2633: panat seja
ash_xavier33: w0hh
ash_xavier33: panatt napa tu ah
princessdian2633: (:|
princessdian2633: panat baru smpai ruma ni tuan
princessdian2633: merantau td
ash_xavier33: 0h
ash_xavier33: hehehe
ash_xavier33: bah piggy la rihat
ash_xavier33: ekkeke
ash_xavier33: aku pun panattt jgak ne
ash_xavier33: maw tidur suda
ash_xavier33: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w5IaWi98ZQ0
ash_xavier33: sblum kaw tidur kaw dngr tu ..
ash_xavier33:
princessdian2633: ba
princessdian2633: dgr dulu ah
princessdian2633:
princessdian2633: maseh
princessdian2633: best
ash_xavier33: :-bd

p/s “idik,am leaving u!dats my decision and pls do respect!cukup2 la dgn kebodohan kita slama ni!jgn la bahas panjang2 lg!u know why,dont u?thanks!”

“sayang,read dis pls”

I just came back from dating activities with idik and i’ve made a mistake today!WTF!!we’re having argument and i dont like it!i forgot to deleting the old texts on my phone and he starts to pot pet pot pet!who’s ‘J’ la,why la,how la..he thinks that i probably still connected with ‘him’ but unfortunately WE’RE NOT!

errgghh!!shut ur crap la sayang!pls do accept my apologizes boo!!i really2 didn’t noticed that am still keeping his texts!i ♥ u..i ♥ u..i ♥ u!is it enough?!u’ll lose ur ‘kehenseman’ if u still mad of me!oh com’on sayang!FORGOT to erasing those texts ba!btw,since u won’t replying and answering me just because these stupid ex BF texts..fine!!do whatever u want!penat seja aku karau2 explain but kau mcm sial sana!what do u want me to say huh?!OH SAYANG,I’M IN THE HOTEL ROOM FUCKING BOTH OF OUR ASS TOGETHER!!!satisfied now huh?!!!sorry!feels fuckin depressed now!dont asking me too much ok?!anyway,am heading to penang dis early morning!will be home b4 midnight ok?!just go to work sayang!bye!

p/s sayang,better kau buang tu tag nama yg b’gantung di beg kau ASAP b4 aku tampar muka kau lagi!buat apa lagi kau simpan tu tag?!!awas..sebelum aku kasi pecah kereta kau,better kau buang cepat!!

David oh david!!

I just ♥ David Guetta remixes and proudly to let u know that ‘myself’ is already fall in ♥ with dis cool guy!lets dance,bebeh!

sekian!

Confessions of lover

Days after days,i felt i was 99.9 percent sure i was wrong bout the feelings!i admitted i was truly idiot which is i misses the ex BF though am slowly forgetting the past and fastest moving forward!no worries!i won’t bothering his fuckin life anymore..apparently,idik becomes more matured than previous,changing his bad ass attitudes just only wants to proved that he changed!“no syg,u dont need to prove anything whether u changed or not!it doesn’t matter boo!just be urself..i ♥ the way u are!”..i always reminded myself that my relationship with the ex BF is officially over!even though we both could restarted a relationship but NO,THANKS!leave the past in the past!glad to hear he doin fine with his current lover and i’ll pray for their happiness!:) so do i!praying that i would know what exactly i wanted!

p/s pls pretends like u already forgotten my phone num or if u still keeping my num,much appreciated if u could deleting it!thanks!

ok..cut this stupid stories above!never satisfied yet bout stupid love stories?!WTF!! *chuckles*

On unrelated point,am still surveying where i could get the cheapest tyres for my car!sport rims perhaps?!lala..*minta puji* hahaha!!btw,am off to penang and directly go to kedah tomorrow morning!JB?!nah..mom made a changes by switching the projects locations!the projects was supposed to be held at JB but we made a changes on the last minutes and yes,i should get some rest now!nite peeps!daa ~

p/s really need some alcoholic drinks right now!will be home soon dis Feb 10th!lets go partying till we completely drunk!aawwuuu…(iblis tertawa terbahak bahak kerana air kencingnya disukai ramai)

No ‘title’

Lots of changes have occurred lately!but lets make dis entries more shorter as possible peeps!:p

Its been almost a weeks i didn’t talk with the BF!we’re not having an arguments la..but the BF was currently busy with his futsal tournament!go go liverpool!!eh..silap!go go punkerz!!haha!

Though i’m living happily with the BF with or without any arguments but peeps,u may blame my foolish thoughts which is STILL i misses the ex BF!so stupid enough kan?!

Being so busy with works thingy makes me becoming more workaholic than previous!adui!just thinking bout the fulusss…$$$$

Preparing extra cash for container shipping on Feb!sending my car from KL to KK!no more car rental peeps!haha!

Patiently waiting of my driving licence!it will be officially accredited by Feb!feels much relieved now..fuuhh!!

I’ll be heading to JB dis coming saturday for two days!as always..had to managing the business project as usual memandangkan saya adalah harapan keluarga and its time to shopping..just for ur info,JB is the most best place for window shopping!believe me!

I discovered a few frends of mine is absolutely ‘tidak buli pakai’..there’s a few frends who’s being so concerned but instead these idiots just showed me truly part of bitches!

On other stories,am counting something stupid..know what?

Driving licence – Rm1,600

Container shipping – Rm2,400

Hp pavilion – Rm2,089

Nikon D90 – Rm4,250

Total is …. Rm10,339!!!!its all DONE before March 2010!yeepppiieee!!10ribu?waduh waduh!buli buat duit hantaran kawin suda ni tau!!haha!!

Alhamdulilah…

Terlalu banyak masalah yang wujud sejak beberapa hari yang lepas namun syukur semuanya telah beransur ansur pulih seperti sediakala!kesibukan ketika bekerja juga sedikit sebanyak telah menimbulkan pelbagai masalah yang tidak terduga oleh fikiran manusia!walaupun segala kesulitan ketika bekerja kadangkala amat menyesakkan minda dan fikiran,itu sama sekali tidak ku jadikan alasan untuk bekerja sambil leka dan ku sangat beruntung kerana hanya menjadi kuli kepada keluargaku..means,ku bekerja dibawah perintah mahupun arahan both of my parents dan dukacita ku nyatakan disini ku sangat bertuah kerana setiap bulan gaji ku mencecah lebih rm4,000 per month!jikalau ku total keseluruhan pendapatan ku dalam masa sebulan,waduh waduh..more than rm6,000 per month!!tetapi,apakan daya jikalau diriku adalah seorang pemboros yang kronik!haha!makaseh Ya Allah…Alhamdulilah…

Next month,ku akan meraih ke’legaan’ 100% kerana lesen memandu ku akan rasmi dikeluarkan pada pertengahan bulan februari 2010!yes!hampir satu setengah tahun ku memandu kereta di seluruh tanah kota kinabalu tanpa lesen yang sah dan syukur kerana setiap kali ku tersangkut roadblock,ku berjaya meloloskan diri!waduh waduh!!mungkin kerana ku cantik barangkali?(pingsan) ..haha!nah!joking!makaseh Ya Allah…Alhamdulilah..cant wait for my driving permit dan semestinya ucapan2 daripada parents adalah :

sang ibu : “kalau suda ada lesen tu,jangan bawa kereta laju2”

sang ayah : “nak,kalau suda ada lesen,jangan pula laju bawa kereta nanti”

Beberapa hari telah berlalu selepas pertengkaran hebat ku bersama si ”badukang”..walaupun kami tidak mengunakan sistem pesanan ringkas dan panggilan masuk/keluar kebelakangan ini disebabkan si dia asyik sibuk bermain bola/futsal dan ku sibuk bekerja namun kami sangatlah aktif melalui YM!sesi pujuk memujuk sentiasa berlaku melalui YM!haha!semakin lama,idik semakin matang dalam menilai setiap perkara!syukur hubungan yang terjalin semenjak 4 tahun yang lepas nampaknya masih berkekalan meskipun ianya lebih kepada ON-OFF RELATIONSHIP!makaseh Ya Allah…Alhamdulilah..i ♥ u sayang!always will!

Ku akan pulang ke kota kinabalu pada 10hb februari 2010!tidak sabar rasanya untuk pulang ke negeri terchenta dan sesungguhnya ku amat merindui bilik ku yang tersayang!perhatian kepada frends sekalian yakni terutamanya miss corn and miss along,“jaga,we’ll hit the dance floor lagi oh..mari aramaiti”..

Pada esok hari,ku sekeluarga akan outstation ke JB selama dua hari!what else?hangpa ingat depa mai JB dok nak holiday ka?!working la ging!just like MUH’s song namely ‘lala kerjala’..semestinya,masa untuk SHOPPINGGGG!!!!

Photos taken by DSLR

Words : thinking of the past,present and coming future!

Description : relaxing her minds while on holidays!

Words : perempuan melayu terakhir

Description : *blank*

Words : capture all of the moments

Description : loves her precious DSLR!hidup NIKON!!using the Nikkor AF-S DX 18-55mm (standard lenses) and a body of D60!will upgrade my D60 to D90 next month dan aku bakal membazirkan ‘usin’ sekitar rm4,000 for D90 upgrading!

Words : nothin!i just ♥ dis photo!

Description : “i know u want me,u know i want cha!2x”..(hanya lagu pitbull yg terlintas di fikiran)

Words : renungan menikam kalbu!..(aku cakap apaini?)

Description : *speechless*

p/s click on the photos for large view!

Finally!!

Previously,i won’t update an entries on ♥butterflies♥ wordpress for a few weeks ahead but what the hell..i was very enthusiastically to typing a short crap for readers!been so busy lately with all of the unfinished tasks and love thingy!*chuckles*..feels much happier than previous!thanks God!though every single matters seems to be moving smoothly but i need to fix some certain things also!there’s a woman!she’s a frend of mine!i don’t know whats the problem it is but seems like she’s trying avoiding to stay connected with me as well!

“i know u read this entry girlfrend!just wanna make it clear ok?did i do sumthing wrong?we’re not kids to playing bitches stupid game ok?!since you’re currently studying in penang,why don’t u come down to kl and we talk!to be honest,if u just a normal friends of mine who’s not so important for me,i would never saying dis shit and surely not cuz u r idik’s cousin!whatever it is..lets meet!”

p/s misses u girlfrend!

cut the story above for another stories!..lol

Still remember my current relationship status on Facebook?!yaaiii…haha!no,i’m not switch it yet into ‘in a relationship’ status though i’ve already continues my relationship with idik!needs some time to be more serious on dis shit!enough playing around,dian!until then,the status on Facebook will gonna stay the same as well!..lol..

p/s just home from cinema’s activities wif idik! (“syg,let me drive u car next time!so that u can’t drove u car above 120km/h..lol”)

Well,its Tuesday aight?Jan 19th!my nephew official date of birth!happy bufday sweetheart!may god bless Zachary Aidil Jr @ Jun Jun!auntie loves u and ur little brother!emm..on unrelated stories,i’ll be back to kk dis Feb 10th!what the fuck!means..couldn’t celebrates the valentine’s day wif idik!kimak!but,its alright tho!i used to celebrate valentine’s day without my lover beside me since previously!so pathetic,aight?lol..BUT!!!i’ll glad to skip dis valentine’s day for another missions!ehehe!!its time to partying till we 100% drunk!gong xi fat choi maa!YAM SENGGG!!itu yg gue suka dengar!haha!will held craziest parties wif hims and hers soon!

p/s idik mau ikut balik kk and kl!takut gue derhaka padanya laitu!muahaha!!still on our discussion!

Sleepy already!off to bed guys!ZzZzZz…..

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